Surrender experiment.

All my mind thinks about food, power, reproduction. Trying to arrange them in a manner that is either too transient or just senseless, this is the endless cycle, and inharinetly dissatisfying.

Everything I do intentionally I need to take responsiblity of And then there is judgment, about being right all the time, this is all non sense. There is no way anything I can do that will permanently satisfy the voice.

When I want something, it creates unease while attempting the very same thing. That expactation creates the knotting effect.

What if I let go nither designing nor running away, but engaging with the moment. And just solving the challange life is presenting and putting me through.

What if I refine my intuition with what life is presenting. And then serve it. With all my heart and alertness.