Balance and graduality.

Last few days, I kind of took a serious stand on the soical suitaution. Stopping everything before I clearly resolve this in my head. The final understanding and then I will act.

This process of transformation is always challanging and there is very strong impulse to retreat. And prepare more.

The lack of harmony creates the disbalance in my mind and makes it harder to contemplate and execute. Understanding is absolutely zero, transformation can only happen in real world with real action and practice.

There is strong sense of agitation in my mind, which tells me I have a unclarity and selfish desire. This does not feel comfortable.

Given the settling nature of mind, I have strong social skills integrated.

The challange here is to act knowing you have a bit incomplete understanding. And you are refactoring a piece at a time without stopping the whole engine.