The bump in the road #self doubt.

No matter what kind of thoughts, feelings and experience I am going through I am sustimatically moving forwards with the aid of four domains, sometime I overpush and feel burn out. Sometime I do less than what I suppose to do and caught into the self judgements.

Thoughts are the cause here, certain kinds of thoughts leads to certain kind of feeling, I can change the cretiera of that judgement and practice it to make it learning than success failure. That changes the inspiration and all. Or I can observe but I can not let it run the negative course.

Then there are circular states or maybe the effect of vipassana that underlying tendencies are coming up. Or maybe they are kind of the interplay of gunas. they turn into the desire.

You need a mechanism to be assecively focused on the direction you have chosen, and a opposite thought and a way to relive any wrong mental thoughts.

You have to constantly grow, learn and keep growing. Even if the results are not being produced that should not be your concern, keep taking one step in the right direction after another. Keep experiencing and keep learning.

You must have to adapt daily and monthly practices. And have enough control over your mind that you can actually work. Then also spice up things here and there.

And if you are doing your best, you are in the rhythm, if you don’t you are going to be reminded. You are on your way. Observe any panickness, keep your eyes on the road and keep moving. This is life.

Make mistakes, learn, or atleast know the problem and vocalise it and send the singnals. Don’t be over protective.