The Central strategy.

there is a lot of thoughts in the mind. A voice speaking constantly, it is not going anywhere soon. State of mind will be the same, you might loose interest in it eventually, but you know it will be like this. Sometime high when it gets what it want, sometime low when people made fun of me.

A sincere practice of vipassana is letting me go inside and deeper and deeper. First the movies left than sexual interest, a genuine practice will eventually leads to the liberation and will free you from personal importance. Reading also helps. But it is the vipassana practice that is really working it’s way through.

Spiritually I am going through the process. The block of voice and emotions, Purification, readjusting the beliefs, the attitude, this is adjusting the worldly life,

I think eventually I will have the control over the mind. As I am getting more firm in my practice.