The companion relationship #3 retroaspective.

A conversation of 4:30 hours. Some pauses, more depth, some realness, running out of topics. Needs more actvity. I was surprise when she disclosed she is not engaged or married but he is her boyfriend only.

At the moment I am feeling a bit unclear. Groundless. I am kind of flowing. Without solid structure, problems are not crystal clear. And there is some degree of self importance.

In this a little hard to differentiate right from wrong. And this is not permanent. The situation and energy will change.

The good thing is I am living in the present moment. Experiencing the experinces.