The current situation.

The state of mind is lethargic, it feels kind of waking up in the morning in a way, physiologically. And then there is a voice that is telling me I should start Facebook. Go to sleep. Abusing other people. And now I am feeling fresh. And there is a silence.

The girl in came and there was quick suggestion to grab, almost like checking Facebook.

Now voice said oh I am winning, This is my job, this felt joyful.

Now there is zero lethargy and feel optimised.

Now explaining to others. Now the song is leading me towards i should start dancing.

Now I am focusing in one direction. Self esteem and self judgement.

And then I will sit emotionaless in social situations. Says the voice.

And then the expression without thought, as cat jumped. What will he say if I sit longer.

Unchain my heart, how he is wrong.

IF he looks me using keyboard. And now there is no thought. That paratha will make me sick.

Now you will feel sick after this food.

You will not succeed. [ self judgment. ]

But then how Amey is happy.

What other people are saying.

I should start blank. Lets go home.