The current situation

The current situation is such that voice is becoming more and more loud and demanding and loosing confidence in me. I am getting this sensation in heart which can only be called fear.

I have no clear direction of what is right thing to do. Even though I am executing something everyday, it is clear that it is not coming from the place of strategy but place of fear.

The sense of self is poor, the petty things are overtaking the space in the mind.

My habits are getting all loosed up. I am sleeping late, waking up late, not cooking much, not meeting people, and with every iteration it is getting worse.