The desire of relationship.

What is this force that is pulling me to put this much effort and meet people I don’t even like so much. There is this desire right, and it is not logical but emotional, and when I see someone who can fulfill this desire, there is this greedy kind of feeling that take over.

This desire can not be fulfilled, first it has no shape, it is a feeling how would you fulfill that. This desire will still be there even if you are in the relationship, It can be transcended though with understanding and experince. but it can not be filled with dating, acceptance and sex.

The heart to heart connection feels good and filling but that too is momentary, rejection and domination feels pericing but that too is water under the bridge.

Even if you never date anyone from now, there is not much that you will miss out. Although your desire will make you suffer.

Transcend this desire with understanding and experince and then do whatever you want.

How did I build this desire? I don’t know! Maybe media and surrounding and social agreements.