The distance of Awareness.

The ever-changing stream of thought and emotion, and world. There are laws of body and the way it generates different sensations, laws of thought and external world.

Thoughts or actions further move the cycle. From the perspective of awareness, this is meaningless.

The more my understanding of impermanent and essenceless nature of these thoughts and emotions are increasing, the more my interest in them is being lost.

Having said that thought and emotions have power over me. It is possible to transition the thoughts and emotions with consistently taking the right actions and this state can be uplift which I will do.

But there is a more important search that needs to be done. Leaving aside all the thought, and emotions, and worldly concern. What is left?

This awareness and beyond the awareness. Getting established there, and searching there. Making sacrifices that need to be made.