the dream of second attention.

Today is a day and infront of you is the whole new life. Not based on cripiling belief but awareness, you need to learn to discriminate, one of the foundation block here is meditation.

Does that mean the all your belief will loose it’s power from tomorrow. only a fool will believe so, although I did believe once. No there will be refactory period. and acute awareness is required here. even it is possible that you will fail. It is even expected and that’s ok.

You have no other way out. what else you would do. go do a job. get married, have kids like everybody else is doing. You can’t do it. Other option is to be indecisive and paralisye, cultivate your understanding and life and it require effort and seriouness. you can fiddle around with the idea of changing your life. and still fooling around with your belief, this is dangerous, very dangerous. The clear result of doing this is leading to indecisiveness.

Be serious, lets do and begin right now.