the ego realm.

one of the key realisation from tushita was to be able to see the ways of ego. I was sitting in the middle hearing question around coming from the ego, the very substance was to show how smart I am. and I felt it over and over, this need. and may be I transcend that state for a little while and was able to see it in action. and it was disgusting. amazingly in a short while I was back in the same realm. and now I am feeling this disgust with the sense of ego. it’s just the state. If you are into it, you have no choice.

this field of ego is the reality of the world. how interseting it is that this ego wants to solve the problems of the world. not really to solve but show how kind it is to other people. how much it cares. this ego wants to show, this is all it cares to look powerful. to feel grand.

all the games and duplicity exist in this field. this is how it keeps itself bussy. the very foundation is hiporcracy. the person who tracended this state no games will work on him. and he can see the reality pretty clearly.

yet a solid understanding of this state is must, if you want to live in the soicaty. because this is what you are dealing with consistantly.