The ice breaker.

Life is the process of learning. You know other things are other things but what if we are here to learn and grow. I read this in a book recently.

I had a regular childhood, played a lot and learnt a lot. Infect I learnt so much that now unlearning those stuffs are my full time job. I was living in charming and naive bubble which blasted Like a dream when I was in first year of my collage, as an interesting turn of event our family went through a financial crisis so crippling that to just continue my collage I had to earn myself. Let alone supporting family in this hour of need. I had zero practical skill, sometime when life wants to teach you some lesson, it wants to do it in its full glory. My collage fined me because I wasn’t attending classes. And I was in mental agony. Where I went different photo studio for jobs. After struggling for five, six months I learnt basic graphic designing, I get my first project 7$. And than in a month or so I had a full time graphic designing gig in UKs manufacture company for next 3 years. For 5$/hr and 50-70 K in a month. That is one of cheersed part of my life. because I was learning,growing,moving.

I learned so much from this experience. Among many one the thing I learnt was How smart I am. My ego inflated like a baloon, there was nothing smart about it, every single person I knew started to work as a freelancer. You know However crooked steps I was taking I started to think myself rather than follow what people are around me was telling.

Accumlation of money was happniess at that time for me. My interest in programming start to grew at that time. And I wanted to become programmer. My idea of life was If I could become a world class programmer, and earn a lot of money, and other stuff in place like relationship and family, that would be a great life.

What is the purpose of tree. Is it give fruits, or shelter. To give o2. I think it is to grow, everything else is a by product.

3 years in a job and I became as good as I wanted in programming. I was working for client like Disney and Intel. Working with smart people, who has written books in programming. Decent relationship. Decent friend. No family crisis. And I am feeling miserable. It made no sense. Can anybody guess why ? It was a great run and it ended. What;s wrong with that.

What I learnt is to be able to release myself when a lesson is ended and trust nature to create new lesson. Since than I have been to so many of these segments. I traveled. I was in meditation, worked with amazing group of people in Dubai. Learnt Acting for a month. learning public speaking in Speechcraft.

But in the end You know all things are all things. They have their lifecycle. Sometime you have good run and then they dissolve and make space for other things. But I think we are here to learn and grow.

Because I have learnt my lesson and now I was just clinging to it. This is against very nature of life. You can’t stop learning. You know, I have been to so many of these different things.

You know all things are all things