The infinite game of mind.

Lust, and the fetish, there is no end of it. The more you engage the more it will increase. And what seems to excite me in the realm of mind isn’t really excite me in real life. It is like an empty package.

Any place where mind start to see the object of its attachment, it looses it’s equanimity and the same situation becomes hard, the very nature of that desire makes it hard situation.

The mind will even tolerate abuse if it sees the object of it’s attachment, it will suggest the licking boot behaviour if it see the possiblity of gratification of it’s perceived pleasure.

if something is easily available it start to devalue it, if something is inconsistent it start to desrespect it. It likes novelty.

Left on it’s on devices it end up eating too much, kissing too much, stoping too early.. and that’s just not the good. And if it is being disciplined it appreciate afterword. There has to be lower and upper limits to it.