The next.

My actions are weak and unmanly. No amount of reading, watching videos, or any other easy task will do anything more than passing the time. The process and 4 domains are running the life.

The work is inside observing and working with myself. I can do it, it improves everything in life but I am just being lazy. And wasting the most precious time I have.

First thing that I do is see and correct my actions, do the actions which challenges the process, learn to, well enjoy to the process of change.

Work on the layer of mind and change the pattern of action, build it based on principles, not based on comfort. You have to take the actions, understand them, and refactor them, Truly experiment. See, understand, change, access, change….

Your first job is to start the process and build upon it afterward.