The next step.Vipassana.
I just completed vipassana. 30 days. The visibilities of the mind is incredible. There were deeper realization of different aspects of awareness and mind. The ease and peace with which I can see the mind. the thoughts.
I practiced very sincerely, for 30days I didn’t break the flow. and there was so many things that seems so important in the moment came and gone. the marraige. the 9 months plan. so much desire to dress better. maybe work, I don’t even remember them and they keep coming and going, a day something seems so important and another day attentionless,
There was an incredible exercise of stamina that regardless of what is coming and going it is still a thought and sensation and can be seen, maybe engaged but can be seen.
There was this flow of thoughts and I was being created and destroy, then I found this I is a desire, then there was such a strong connection of sensation and thought.
I feel like I can do these 10 days at home now. maybe start with 2 days and then 3 days and so forth.
I know I will continue doing this with very strong sincerity, but a part of me knows there isn’t a lot of things I will find I have reached the state of awareness where I can deal with the ming and life more awarely.
So I clearly need to know what is the next step in this domain.