The next step. Relationships.

I saw people without marriage and serving vipassana, and clearly don’t see myself there.

I saw the contradiction of marriage in mind and about lin, and it is in the mind only. how conflicting information leads to that decision deadlock. And it can be solved with clarity to head and working over mind,

I also saw how my selfishness leads to the place of relationship which was unhealthy, how her unablitiy to speak the mind created the chaos.

This decision can be taken at this point, If I can calmly think about it, come to the point of decision.

A related desire to dress well comes into the mind.

Ofcourse the communication is always there.