The old dependent relationship.

Akhil, Pratap, Ashish, Anurag, Prafull, Dhapola, Sohail. I once travelled with these people, but there seems to be a futile attempt of communication with them lately.

I talked to akhil and it is all about intellectual masterbation, some old time memory. Ashish is in its zone all together. Pratap I really have to try hard to just be on the phone. So is with sohail. Avinash. There is connection with raveendra sometime.

I met Hrishi, Avinash. Then J and Lin…

The same pattern sharing, acceptance, conflict. And then it moves away.

Before I used to use this to fill my mind based on the suggestion of the voice, the voice is fading and it is becoming useless and meaningless. A far more filling task can be service.

So what exactly I suppose to do with these relationships with?

It is bi-directional, Anurag, pratap, hrishi… these people haven’t called me in years. So there is actually nothing. On other other hand akhil, sohail and raveendra are still in touch. And you know if you call them, akhil will talk about intellectual stuff, sohail will far cry, and raveendra will do what he does. So just talk to them. You talk to strangers, you talk to chai shop.

Just have a conversation and let it be there. But in your mind, completely move on. There is nothing and life is too short.

Replace this with relationship and service.