the problem of confusion.

this is something I handle most unskillfully. and this is more often than not a default specially in these years, so I don’t know what I am doing today. I don’t have a clarity, even intellectually. may be because of that turmoil inside. whatever but I lost the why today. what should I do now !, there is no emotional power behind. in general what I do is run away and watch youtube.

the best possible thing is if I can identify the questions. in that case I think it is possible to answer them.

and if I just feel confused but not really able to pin point why. that means I don’t have enough information. take actions get more data. read or do. or if it is extreme thing. just let the emotion pass. you need to have a pipeline of actions upfront for this. otherwise in the confusing state it is very very hard to figure out what action.

see the confusion is going to happen a lot. if you are exploring, pushing and testing. this is the nature of experimentation. not only that fear will disguise itself as confusion and all.

it would be really nice to have a clarity dose in the morning itself. are you exploring today. than be expect confusion as a guest. but the bottom line is it should not stop you. push you towards youtube and all.