The process of tolerance.
Based on my past habitual patterns, I am living in a cage of my conditioning. Comparing how I am doing? Avoiding any kind of behavior that can cause me inner disturbance. I am continuously acting based on my past conditioning and it is leading me to failure.
What I wanna do is change my past system to something more productive and useful, and It can only be done if I am comfortable with the change and the discomfort of the voice and emotions.
Why I wanna do it?
Because if I don’t it leads me to the broken life, I am heading into the very poor direction. Undecisive, missed the life, poor self esteem… It is like I am in a cage and I need to get out.
What I wanna do?
I wanna be able to handle any kind of emotional and thought that comes to me and allow them to pass.
How can I do it in a systematic way?
Observe. If it gets hard, use affirmations, Make it very clear what you want and then see how it can achieved and then practice it. Use the different tricks in your bag to achieve it.