The Relationship.

The mind and the relationship - The joy, sarrow and whole nine yard of emotions are going to be experience in the realm of mind and ego and this is the place where I can truly find the answer. If I understand experientially the block of the thought then I know the real reason of relationship.

The cause - The cause of the relationship before was exploring, lonliness, lack of experience, at the moment the desire of women is there, and then I need to reinvent it by seeing if there is a requirement of relationship, interdependence or living together can be more fruitful. what are the possibilites of the relationship.

What relationship is - The relationship is two different minds coming together with different personality, desire and understanding. based on the personality supporting and enjoying, or controlling and degrading each other life.

The element of relationships - Sex, money and family involvement at some level, then the conflict and disagreements, self centerdness and obligations, comapnionship and support, fullfilling each others needs, helping each other to grow. the presence of other person makes you feel joy and the presence of another person makes you feel run away.

The effect of relationship on spiriutality - I am not there yet in spirituality by that I mean established and it is easy to fall back. I have all kind of concept like sex will lead to pulling back energy on lower level of realm. Engaging more in relationship can be confusing.

Lin - With Lin she is independent, caring, giving, senstive, innocent, had a lot of similarities, very quick to return the favour, healthy, non assertive, submissive, keeping things inside herself, had abortion, not very smart intellectually, abusive family, others opnion’s affect her.

Other women - Preksha is older and her back is broken, unreliable, and

Urgency - Lin is not going to be there forever or the very least she should not be waiting for me, I am also getting more older. Other women does not present a very compailing case either. I do not want to engage half heartedly.