The Relationship.

Eredicated cause - These cause are either erdicated or on the verge of it, seeing other people having gf used to create disturbance, the loneliness, lack of experience, verginity…

The going away cause -

• the desire of women, time to time I feel the urge to talk to women etc, in the presence of the women, disbalance, desire to see their body.
• The desire to experience it.

The new cause -

• The frame of living alone vs. living a coupled life vs living a family life.
• Better with interdependence than independence.
• The possiblities with relationship.

Relationship with Lin- I was inexperinced in more private. I didn’t share enough, She was doing a lot of things and I was taking advantage in a way, I was receprocating but she was doing way too much for me. I didn’t care about her or us, but mostly about me, My participation in relationship was hesitant. My cause was experiencing not building, her cause is not clear to me, but it was more than that.

What relationship is - The relationship is two people living together who has two different doer/enjoyer ego and beliefs.