The relationship puzzle.

In the past it was different, it was the cause of strong unease. And the lack of skills was another stream. At one level I was desperately looking for someone anyone to experience intimacy with and closeness.

The vantage point is different now. I feel attraction towards some people. But I don’t care about that attraction that much. I understand the cause of it is old programming.

I am also moving towards my mind to find the source of unhappiness not towards other people.

This puts me in a strange situation do I want to be in a relationship or not. What do I want from a relationship. Should I continue going foraward with Lin. Or should I let her go. Ofcourse she wants to know the next step.