The relationship puzzle, Do I want to be one or not!

At the moment I am not with someone from last one month. To be honest I am not satisfied, and I am not going to get out of this by getting into the relationship. This is an internal Job. I do feel attraction towards girl but I don’t see it as remedy.

Weather I want to be in a relationship or not is being decided by a thought whatever is being activated at the moment. I should follow the celibacy and one decision get activated. If I listen a love song another one will get activated.

If I continue working with my mind and myself, most likely, I will reach a place where I don’t care, care is the right word. Relationship or anything. I just don’t care.

The second thing is I do need to engage in the world. I do need to act. When it comes to the worldly life there are two primary things, work and relationship. In all the relationship this is the most important one.

Work and the relationships are kind of the center of worldly life. Service could be the third.