The Road Ahead.

There is anything these days that made me off mentally, I have this innate understanding that it is just he voice and the emotion and it is transient and will quickly morph.

I am reorienting the know what matters, and coming up with high priority task. This kind of thinking is not perticularly pleasent. but you have to kind of stay present and be there. After coming up with solution again, it won’t necessarlly feel right but I can still continue, the result comes later. If you are methodical and clear and continued on target.

The challenge in a way is that I know what I am doing is right but then loosing either the sense of clarity or getting lost in the mind. Or time to time being unable to carry out the plan.

Emotions has the tendency to pull me here and there. With every iteration of vipassana I am getting stronger and focused.

Loosing time in the diffused state is the only loss. In one way or another you always know what is the most important thing. just don’t loose time in diffused state. gosh If I could be alive in every moment.

The whole challenge is basically experiencing the mind and not being deralied with it. don’t loose this sense of ownership and control you have all the time no matter what kind of stimulus mind is having not leaving that and constantly with intent building the next moment man that will be some way of living life. Just not loosing this awareness no matter what state of mind is being presented to me. Building with it.