The romantic relationship.

I need to explore it more. Understanding is different than experince becausae experience has the element of emotions. It is different to say about acceptance and actually experincing it. It is different to say the awakwardness but than experiencing it.

On the level of mind relationship introduce a character inside your head. And then you start to communicate and play with it. There is another element of uncertainty and expression of self and ego from other person.

On the level of emotions, it stimulate the whole nine yards. Love, insecurity, acceptance, thrill…

Do you want to take it beyond the point, where it becomes serious. I would if the connection is very right. Otherwise just play, learn and have fun ofcourse communicate this with other person if she is getting serious. And what’s wrong with making some friends. Anyway you are getting other people deeply. Why not try and see how that goes.

Although you need to understand the thinking process of other person and what they are looking for. As that start to becomes clear, you can decide wether you want to align yourself and align yourself.

You would need a place of your own eventually. And you don’t want to plan things but you do have an overlay of what is happening and what is lacking and wehere to expand.

There is an element of balance, this is a part of your life, not the whole life, there is over stimulation, finding that balance point and locking it down for your self is essential.