The social aspect.
I live alone by myself in last 3-4 months, before that I live with Lin for an year. Sometime I feel at this point disinterested in general and finds women attractive, and sort of start having the desire for meeting people.
I enjoy working with kids sometimes time flies by when I talk to them and help them in a way that is useful to them.
Generally I go for the lunch with these people when I feel like socializing more, but the quality of conversation quickly shows me this is not what I want.
I found more weight on lin’s letter or preksha’s classes since I am less involved.
I am learning very fast about social conduct and getting fairly skilled in it quickly, it is the practice that I am lacking.
Another aspect is I am very good socially in right env. also, I may not look as good at the moment because the env. I am dealing here is very rajasic and all.
Just keep getting better. Day after day. Intentionally.