The things I can do now.
I don’t have a strong grip on any belief. my mind is very easily being influenced by anything anyone is saying. I know it is the matter of time, even by the end of the year, I will be in the state where I will have complete control over the mind in the sense of what ever is my past conditioning I will surpass it. and this small egostic need will also be demolished.
At the place of this I will have a very strong set of beliefs based on truth. This process I will go through this year.
If you are working through this process, prioritize meditation and sink in the information related to the mind because your mind is very fertile.
Let this mind work be your centre piece and increase this awareness. ofcourse there has to be the patience