The whole nine yard of a desire.

A desire is rooted in knowledge. Understanding of cause and effect or a mental image. You can choose to feed certain kind of knowledge and it will create that kind of desire.

Once the desire is selected the whole nine yard has to be passed. When I saw meditation, the idea of freedom I brought into. That was the beginning.

The repetition of practice strengthen the desire, at this point it is much more intense than at the beginning. Spending 2hrs from 40min. Reading countless books and going deeper and deeper until one day I have realised it. At this point I can not opt out from this,

There is another desire of selfless service. Which is like a seed at the moment. So it is takes more effort to rotate the wheel but in couple of years it will grow its own leg.

It is possible to select the desire by feeding certain kind of knowledge. But it has the whole circle. Some might even last forever. Helping others.

I can become a writer or I can learn the bussiness. I can select the desire with understanding. And then there will be the whole nine yard of the process of desire.