the whole point of experiment.

what exactly I am doing in there in this acting class. I wanted to work on my stage anxiety, i was sort of confused don’t know what to do. I had this idea of trying this thing for some time. and letting it tell me what to do. and I thought it will help me to learn this skill for online video and interview.

desenitizing anxiety - isn’t it giving you, possibilities every day, use them, you are using them, but use them more. express your self more. stop looking around. If you are negged, reframe your self. and redo.

experiment - If you are experimenting than see If it is clicking with you, understand interest and care.

youtube channel - lets assume we will do 2 week experiment on making youtube video on your blog post where you will speak about the post you have made. how would you do it. infect lets take a script and work. I am unhappy and I don’t understand why. I will create the video

relationship and social dynamics - this is underlying theme, desenitizing anxiety is the part that is being purified here.

don’t just fucking run around in your head, I am in the wrong place, I am in the wrong place. you are in absolutely correct place. and go through that cognative pain. that’s how you build your muscle. If you don’t do that you are just wasting your time and money.