The yoga workshop

So, I started dipping in the stream. The judge tries to pull me back.

There was a sense of uncertainty, around where I should put my mat. That leads wierdly should I be front or back. I was confused so first I followed the lead of the groups. Than I was confused. Wether I should go front or back. Have a preference in your mind. Quickly I know it might be wrong or right but take an internal decision, even if the decision is wrong there is nothing lost. It is not a decision of life and death. Close your eyes think the options and take decision.

There is one girl next to me and one other side. The other one was very interested, she started talking, and I made few assumption, “she is married ”, “not my type”. none the less I had conversation and she wasn’t very much my type. Now there is another girl right next to me, very bubbly, indeed not my type, but then i started a conversation anyway.. there is a singanture move I do smile, and man that is one hack of conversation opener.

The class was useful, but instructor was a little crazy, she was not pradeep, she was a teacher because she was speaking a lot. though I learnt few assanas in the depth. There was sense of injustice and lake of clear instruction which was bothering me. I can pay a little more attention and do with a little more care whatever I can get. Her part is to teach and earn money, your part is to learn and take care of your body and blossom relations. Relax and do your best. This is the proces.

There were certain halos of appearance, the girl with universe paints. Creating distortion of reality, observe that. You are not here to grip any one. You are here to mutually blossom relationships.

At the end of the session I ask this really beautiful girl, and I was kind of upfront but she was very interested, I again assumed, she look like she is married.. blah blah. You could blossom the relationship there.

Now clearly you have to put a bit of effort, just the way you did with gym girl, but don’t go crazy.

This was an incridble session, I am going to continue doing this, your mantra was I am here to have fun, learn, play, blossom comapnion and romantic relationship, not to assume, judge others or care for others approval. You don’t need to force yourself, I do it everyday. Be organic and have a faith, life present opportunity by itself.