Rejection from Vita.

Couple of days back, I went out with Kavita, i asked her for pizza, she said yes. Now she was going through tough time and probably don’t have that much attraction. And hanging out with me was unnecsarry expensive. I kind of didn’t give her choice.

There was no communication but closedness. She is not my type, and very much non-similar, no interest in yoga|mediation|self-growth, very much into smoking|driniking|Vocation.

I took her out because there seems to be resonance. And this is the thing if there is no common ground it is going to be intensified with time.

Here is the perfect example you did what you did and she isn’t the right fit.

Now yesterday, she did something, I sit next to her and she ignored me, a non-verbal rejection. I feel at unease. Now there could be many reasons, she is loosing job, bad appresial. Fighting in roommates, 1000 different problems, but I took it perosnally becasue of that emotional involvement.

On the other hand I was in a bad shape, in the face of recalibration working hard, fatigued and not having any clear result. And this effectively creates the weak and valunrabel state, not as much as weak and valunreable but fatigued state.

Really you have to be more aware and be intimate with that experince of that kind of rejection. Don’t try to make up for it. Or start a communication. Just nod and focus on the work. And observe with as much alertness as possible what happens when you feel rejected. It will pass soon take advantage of the opportunity while it is here.