what am I doing and can I accelerate it.

I am painting the dream of a second attention. I am trying to understand myself on one to one basis and see what are my needs and desires. I had this sort of understanding that I kind of already know and walking a sort of path. I knew doing another month of job is not possible. doing freelancing, reading these books on social daynamics. meditation, github profile. so I would know when to move from here.

what I am doing right now. practically, I am restarting. understanding this field of nature. reading books, writing blogs, and thought of helping other along the way.

I am figuring out my needs and wants.

how can I accelerate it ? remove everything else away. test your theory, this is the self enquiry. this is the art in the beginning. these are the first few strokes, these are the stepping stone. this has begin. a masterpeice of art. and I am learning to draw strokes.

to be honest, I just have one job figuring out my needs and wants, start with basic. listen inside and tell me your suggestion and we will test and build one brick at a time.