What If.

So what if after the two months, I do this. Stop arranging the circumstances and start arranging the mind first. what if I really do 1 vipassana every month. serve or attend then study for 20 days what you can do and then do it again, until you figured out the mind and a clear path for yourself.

Put your time resource and money and see if you can revamp the mind and figure out a path based on the truth.

So if my goal is this, that I wanna make sure I understand the mind so well and have a clear path based on the truth.

The second thing is the resource and finance. If I can freelance or create a product that solves a problem and pays me enough 50-80K it is not bad if It doesn’t come in between what I am doing and what I should do.