What If I marry to Lin.

This whole search for partner will be over.

The one big difference will be the commitment. Now the exploration will be how can we build the life together.

I have some aspiration, she has some aspirations, I have some challenges and she has some challenges.

There were times when It felt really trapping, the relationship, there were times it felt very soothing.

Lin has health issue, and that affects her mind as well. She has a rather poor past. Her intellectual performance in the present is very poor as well. She might even have problem bearing child. She might even has a closed mindset.

She is homely, nice person, she knows and understand the direction I am going into and is rather accomodative. Its been 2 year I still like being around her. We know each other and has gone through different phases of relationship. She has a depth, and has a natually sharing heart. She doesn’t smoke, eat meat, drink, party.. She has travelled more than me, into yoga, and reading. She likes cooking. She forgives easily, In general she is a good person. If you explain her well she listens.

Wouldn’t the marriage will be where she gets hurting all the time because she is not happy and marriage suppose to make her happy.