selfish need.

Everything I am reading. Experiencing in someway teaching me to renounce the selfish needs. From some place deep inside me renouncing my selfish desires came into my spiritual priority.

In the relationship and communication, giving unconditional love, no expectation, taking every opportuinty to help someone, and most of the time it is so easy to do that. Is highest form of pleasure in social interaction.

Natural inclination of serving in the next vipassana session, giving your better pair of socks away.

There is a self-clinging beast inside me. rationalising, justifying, tempting me in the direction of selfish need even at the cost of others loss, let alone putting others needs.

There is a way I want to design my life, my social interaction, my finances. To fulfill the need of my body, mind and security.

It is a process and petience is the highest virtue.

How great life could be without selfish needs, all the things that I want how great all that experience would be without this one thing.