what next !

a month has been past, real quick. things are taking more time than they supposed to but thats ok. feeling a bit lost but have enough confidence in myself and my compass.

it’s indeed challenging to move the needle when you don’t know which direction it needs to be moved on. keep taking action when things are getting more uncertain each day on every front. but that’s the whole point that’s the sign of something new is in the process.

i’ve absolutely no doubt about the path I am walking is the right path. even though I don’t know what it is or at best have some blurry vision, I am sure my heart is in the right place.

let me zoom out a bit and repaint a big picture for what I am doing ?

I would like to explore and cultivate more understanding about myself and my surrounding. explore multiple culture and interest, stuffs and whatnot ( my heart is practically pumping faster while I am writing this. ). it’s not because once I am done with this i will be able to do that. but more of because this is so effing interesting. an adventure.

but right now I am financially locked to go crazy. and has been working toward unlocking my bondages from last 4 months. I think I would get it done by end of september ( this month ).

it is going to so much fun. and who knows along the way, I might find a place where I belong.