What Next.

The challenge seems to be clear and the next step seems to be matrealizing

There is the mind, the voice and thoughts. It is acting based on the making good impression, what needs to be done today etc.

The mind said I need to ask for the raise and then mind said I am mean and the mind said I am a failure. It is hopelessly trying to all the desire real.

The desires or beliefs are founded on some kind of knowledge and they are not true. and mind attempts to use them as a foundation to make me happy is just senseless.

This bridge has to be crossed.

Take the example of Lin. She has some great quality, she has a bad past. See how volatile the situation is.

You need a way to get out of this dilema and have a sense of real right and wrong. you need to have a very clear idea of what I am calling I and it’s nature. You have to sort out this area of life.

This has to be your first purpose, go as far as you need to go, read, meditate, do whatever you need to do but make it your first priority and resolve it here.

This will be my primary task now and after this batch. Create the env. in a way that you mastered this area and it allows you to go as far as it requires.