what now.

It’s quite clear that some sort of discipline is necessery. so it makes sense to start with certian houserule, draft for the day, or something. at this moment I am very empty in terms of everything. and my mind is all also quite unbalanced.

I am in kind of a place where I feel like if i undertake everything, it will be too much. and if I don’t do anything it will be too less. what I think would be nice approach is just decide what you would like to do tomorrow before sleeping and just do that. revise it tomorrow.