what now !!

i feel like I am in a healthy mental and physical state. I am also in the mood of putting some solid effort. what I am lacking is clarity. I have all the time in the world. there is no hurry. but there is an urgency.

what you need right now is to meditate on some tuff question. you can stay here for a week at least. you can surely read more. there is only one little problem. you might have to move from this place soon. and you need a place to stay. a place where you can continue your meditations and reading.
there is a lot to be understand meditatively and what you don’t need right now is a lot of stimulus and experiences, they are more of the distraction at the moment.

what you need is a place where you can read and meditate, occasionally hang out with the people, for around the month.