The current state of affair.

Almost an year. I did my best to move forward in the direction of spiritual, social, work and health.

Spritual - Have you realise yourself ? Can you answer who you are ? Knowingly ? Have you made any progress ? How dose landscape look from here ? Where you want to move ?

Oh I have made a progress in this domain. The current state is that I can see the difference between self and ego|paraiste|mind, self judgement in my head. I am also able to see how it is making me suffering and nothing else. But I am still acting based on it.

This is the next step, to leave behind this whole structure of parasite, free yourself, from it. It can not be done by books though. Eventually you need to be meditating in every moment.

Social - Have I made any progress here. Do I have an appropriate social circle ? Do I know what I want here ?

A good social skill, removal of tattoos of pains points. Many experiments and robust understanding of soical architecture. What I am missing is integration though. I don’t think I don’t need more intellectual understanding, but meditations and experiencal understanding for sure.
At one level understanding of there is nothing is arising too. Another understanding of giving is arising.

Work and finance -