where to start.

I have half formulated ideas on what to start and where.

the skelton - what I care the most at this moment, is to grow. in the direction of self improvment. personally getting over my limiting beliefs. expanding myself. turning the transaction anxiety into excietment. cultivating my social skill. building a rock solid self esteem. anchoring yourself internally. reach the point where mind is suggesting +vely. beacause clearly as I grow myself from ego. the expression itself changes.

the ritual - it is impractical to anchor yourself on anything half formed or experimental. the only possible thing I can anchor myself is ritual. speically when goal is the cleansing.

the project - it is somewhat clear to me the project has to be something like fight mediocrity but I am not really sure what it is. see this is not for other people and make money, but it can be soo powerful to change your own mentality. specially if it is a public commitment.

the other aspect is as I will grow I will be playing around with ideas and I don’t know it might evolve in something big, or I might start some parallal project as well. but at this point this is kind of the most appropriate thing to do.

the experiments - from taking acting class to teaching yoga class. there is a lot I will be putting in practice. the sort of second component has to be this one. so half the day you kind of meditate, read and create. and other half you run these experiments.

all chosively grouped in a ritual.