Winning and explaining.

When I saw the girl next to me holding the pose there is a sense of competition.

There is an urge for saymus child to fail or Bhai to fail in YouTube.

After seeing the messages from Akhil, even before reading voice says he is stupid.

I am explaining to everytone all the time, Akhil, shantu, J, Lin, mummy, papa, Bhai.

There is also an urge to check what other people are doing in facebook. Check their photos.

There is a sense of comparison. If other person is winning or I think they are doing better I feel worthless.

Sometime I see a person there is an abuse inside me, chutiuya.

There is a telling to other people to kind of impress with my wit, knowledge etc.

Voice is explaining to tony, no there is something behind of that voice, this is how you are wrong and this is what you should do. This is proving other person wrong.

 
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