Winning #the effect or remedy of competition.

In comptetion you check someone and an anticiparoty sensation kicked in, and you are somewhat afraid, then you check what other person is doing, the comptetion is such that if other person has a single thing that you care about and don’t have. You start to feel hollowness in heart.

Afer this game you feel disoriented in terms of direction. Now how many people you will compete with in that one thing, and than how many things you will compete upon. You usually compete on things that you you are lacking.

If you won a comptetion you feel puffed up chest. And ego grows, you tighten up. The momentory feeling is good. You are automatically start to make fun of other person.

Than it is cycle, the more you engage the more frequency will grow.