Within Relationship.

company | friendship - I feel good about going back home. I feel good when I wake up and she snuggles in. In the period of this company, we generally play with each other, dance, hugs, kisses. We talk about our days or people connected to us. We do our work. We tell each other hope worries and what we do etc. we also cook and clean and do our night routine. It doesn’t feel lonely. Sometime we take a walk and make fun of each other so much that we laugh until our gut hurts.

easing up each other life - she cooks breakfast for me, wash clothes, clean house. Bring food and in all the ways take care of the home. Then sometime we have food at home. She does a lot for me to ease up my life. I never have to ask anything. I some time clean the kitchen or my own place. I help her to be more clear about the day and week and more organized in terms of planning. It is kind of filling up for each other. It is not like a business like system but heartily.

conflicts - she seems to be naturally good at taking the lower place. I also like to take the lower place as long as I know other person is not taking advantage of me. At the same time she is not very good at putting clear boundaries. And I often get too inside of them which might fosters either resentment or self loathing.

differences in choices - prudencey is in my nature and it is the last thing in her. And it creates minor conflicts where either she had to compromise with quality or I had to unwillingly spend money on something which I am not comfortbale with.

quirks in personality - She has low self esteem and her style under pressure is silence. And isolation. She speaks less, she is not passing her exams and thinks she is not smart. She has health issues. Could also be impulsive and self loathing. I could be self centered. Careless in cleaniliness of house. Could be overly exerting and routined.

love and affection - sometime she bake the cake for me, sometime I bring her flowers. Sometime she run around me kissing me and hugging me. Sometime I am playing with her dancing. Sometime I buy her some gifts.

discomfort - this isn’t very common. But once when we were in brewsky I was feeling not comfortable and she seems to be pushy. And there was a some degree of pretending from my side.

Intimacy - this is the hazy place. We kiss and hug and play with each other often but we do it once a week. She seems to clearly want more. And I don’t even in the future I want to cut down even more.

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personal and shard life - we don’t message for how are you. When we are together we are together. when I am by myself I am just that.