Working through Inner world.

There is this source of inner world and it is very clear.

The senses - Sex drive, food, beautiful object, music, smell, a sensual touch. They indeed are the source of emotions and voice, and lead to action. They work according to two laws. Whatever I do will come back with more intensity, and whatever is coming is impermanent.

These urges have the form of emotion and voice. and they are uncomfortable, and they are the same on the interface level. And they have power over me.

They also have this element of Joy. It feels beautiful and enjoyable to engage in them.

It is like they are enjoyable and then easily become addective. and then doing them is not fun but not doing them is painful.

Is there any need involve here which not being fulfilled adds to the dishamony, this can only be about sex. other senses are not really required to be super fulfilled.

Here very important thing is being able to handle the urge when you are exhausted. And not driven by the idea of the

 
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