Working with the mind.

It is noisy and loud. Almost to the point where it is dictating what should I do now. There is consistent feeling of fear in my heart. This is all uncomfortable and I am not feeling very confident but I am still keep moving.

There is structure to this, there is cause and effect. And this voice thing can be changed. It is just that it is so hard to see and think when it is shouting.

Although I need to take a first step. Again I don’t need to solve all at once. But I need to take the first step to start working on it.

Decisions and actions are somewhat shallow. Having not much depth. And firmness. Direction is correct though.