spiritual sunday #35

a good week I start to get more serious about this next thing for me. I am hooked with reading the rational man. I finished reading charisma myth. read some part of assertive book. it is quite liberating to get another angle. I felt strongly that I don’t have enough knowledge to decipher this challenge. let alone solving it. but I kind of start having fun. I took some of my italian colleagues to dinner. a good experience. things like these I never did before. also a new project initiation is there. it is quite clear in my mind. that I have 7 more weeks in here. waking up late, sleeping late.

spirituality - I am doing mediation 20-20 mins. most of my spiritual attention is on understanding social dynamics. I am getting extremely excited to learn more about it. although I have a small doubt in my head ( I am trying to crush it in my head right now ). what if it is form of denial that is blocking me from my progress towards real spiritual development ( while I am writing it is not making sense ). and ofcourse I am trying to defend some of my poor belief as well. there is this another thing where I explain my knowledge to other people, or dominate a conversation in my own mind is happening ( again )

work - so we started a new project. and I am participating in decently. conversations and meetings are enlightening to access my own behavior.

health - 2 t25 session. I walking 30-40 mins every day. not really sure what I am eating. also I am having very less time for myself these days. and it makes it quite hard to allocate more towards this.

family - all good.