Vipassana - Manifesto.
There is no conflict here, I am passionate about it. It makes sense intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually. Also, I can’t imagine not doing it. If somehow I couldn’t then It will be problematic for me.
It takes out the garbage from inside, lust, fear, hatred. and all the defilement. and what is left I had a small taste of it, compassion. I saw the selfishness in me, next time it will be out. The problem surfaces in the mind and gets resolved, and it changes the thought process.
It shows me the truth, more foundational like attachment creates the web of desires and the mental struggle. Direct. This access to the finer reality makes life simple, easy, and peaceful. The alternative is very challenging and useless. Just try to fulfill the desires that don’t take me anywhere meaningful. I don’t have access to the I right now and it will be later. It takes the struggle out of life. This is clarity.
It is a path that takes me deeper. This time I experienced the Bhanga. Permanently. Space where thought and emotions and momentarily comes and fades. Maybe next time Prashabdi, Bramha. Nirvana. It takes me beyond the desire and the struggle of thoughts and emotions. The searching ends and I feel complete and fulfilled. No more going to the UK or having a child, or struggle with marriage. They are all here in this realm, Just the projection of attachment to the information. It is not as if they are solved, but they are not important like dream is not important.
I do not care so much if I make it to Nirvana, what I care is I continue removing defilement, and going deeper within, and moving forward on the path.
The practice is simple and I will do it. Sensation, Anicha, and Samatha. I am going to do it for 2 hours and before sleeping and once a week.
Practice -
- Morning/Evening
- Before Sleeping
- Weekly
- Affirmation ( Sensation | Anicha | Samatha )
- Find the Joy and Contentment in Self.
Create -
- Vipassana video series.
Others -
- Vipassana Community.