Day #07.

When I have a preference and that preference is not being matched, mind makes some drama. Just now I have mistakenly booked the wrong 30 days vipassana centre and mind became very agitated to solve that mistake, giving reason and suggestions. The ego became unstable in the sense of challenging everything.

There were two social scenarios, shantu thrashing his ideas, not listening to anyone and not having any solid stance, just making loud noise, On the other hand me, sachin, kavita, himanshu being too nice to each other,

In the vipassana form it was clearly written that tell us about relationship, I said no, while the answer is yes. Not out of fear or greed but if I say it, it is clear no. In true sense of practice I didn’t break the sila, Yes it harmed and hurt her, This has to be clear.