Day #74,

Oh the incedent of the bike return, the bike stoped in between the guy came and too. I asked them for money, they made a fudge about sitting down, then he said he is coming, then those guy try to talk soft and then I asked and he said her wife is in hospital, it is kind of strong trap, then I asked and he said it again 5 min, 10 mins. and put me on the call, and then the wife and money on debt they were playing the game of lying behind clear false I felt uncomfortable, and being taken advantage of and I had to pay 4.5K to call this deal of. later in vipassana I felt the urge to strongly giving them negative feedback.

I was talking to akshay and I know sadguru is very important to him, and I spoke against him very casually that closed him off.

In a walk Lin mentioned she doesn’t like my too structured routiene about sex.

 
0
Kudos
 
0
Kudos

Now read this

dilemma

I am living a very wired life these days. I don’t have a clear goal or purpose. refactoring myself is not a purpose in itself that have enough emotions. and I am dissipating my energy in conflicting ways. I am quite empty on what I... Continue →